"Patch Me Up"

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Patch me up just like you do 
Trust in me, and I'll believe in you 
Patch me up just like you will 
Resume the process as usual 

Patch me up just like you have 
Tie the thread, pulling off the mask 
Eyes are sore, the fingers are frail 
The inevitable end is soon to tell 

So patch me up just like you would 
Your weary hands are understood 
Patch me up like you used to do 
Healing from the loss of you. 

(Now get me out of this skin...) 

Over used and over worn 
So much so, the fabric's torn 
All of my insides are spilling on the floor. 

(Ripped apart and torn...) 

I can't do this anymore... 
Depending on all of you 
Seeking help and getting through 
I need to understand what it takes 
To heal and adore 
To overwhelm with support 
(To protect and love...) 
Now it's time to patch myself up. 

On my own. 

Patch myself up again...

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"Never Enough"

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Why is it not...? 

(Why am I...) 
So ungrateful? 
How distasteful 
I've become so hateful 

(Why do I...) 
Bounce from side to side? 
I don't decide 
And I don't know why 

(Why can't I...) 
See what's in front of me? 
I've become blind to see 
Disregarded generosity 

(Why must I...) 
Close my eyes and fantasize 
about another perfect lie in disguise? 

Myself is all I see 
What's so hard to believe? 
Nothing is meant to be 
Destroyed destinies 
All the roads are blurry now 
I'm always lost somehow 
Losing sight but not the sound 
I will find my way around 

So short-sided and misguided 
So selfish, I can't deny it 
Apologies, because I've been hurt 
And hopeful words were never heard 

I've become what I've most hated 
Understatements are complacent 
Giving up, I'm losing hope... 
I really tried, I swear on my soul! 

But you know what? 
It is never enough 

Why is it not...?

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"Doppelanger Stranger, Pt. 2"

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I love the way you look at me 
My eye's a lens, so clear to see 
My greatest fantasy is now becoming my reality 
How you smile drives me wild 
I can't explain why I'm riled 
Such a chill down my spine 
Eccentric pleasures so divine 
Your voice so sweet, I want a taste 
I beg of you, 
To look me in the eyes and stare me in the face 

I know I've seen you... (once before) 
I know I've met you... (once before) 
I know I've heard of you... (once before) 
I could have sworn I've seen you once before... 

And all of these memories 
All of these fantasies have all taken me, 
To a memory so familiarly 
Truth or fiction, I cannot lie 
What feels so wrong now seems so right 
Feelings come and then soon they'll pass 
It seems like forever never seems to last 
New faces are taking shape 
It was only a matter of time before they were replaced... 

And you weren't who I thought you were 
I don't give a fuck anymore 

I know, I've seen once before 
I know, I really don't care anymore 
I know...

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"For His Eyes Only"

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I wonder what if you lived to be, 
A perfect picture, a masterpiece 
All of the colors would shine so bright 
Inside my darkened world, you'd shed the light... 

I question why you have ceased to be 
Changing every single possibility 

Chase the wind, just like the breeze... 

You're slipping through my fingers 
You're still slipping now 
You've slipped through my fingers 
So gracefully... 

But the sad reality is, 
You were never real, to begin with 
You were never real. 

But the sad reality is, 
We were never real, to begin with 
We were never real...

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"Any Day Now"

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Pacing back and forth, 
I'm so caught up in this storm 
So illogically informed 
Disposed of all that I am worth 

Counting the clock the pass the time 
Only in time will I know why 
Minutes are hours not flying by 
Leaving to hang me high and dry... 

Yes, I'll sit and I will wait all day... 
For any day now (come on) 
Any day now 

Over and over, it never ends 
Bleeding; repeating until it makes sense 
Deeper and deeper, it's piercing me 
Twisted incisions of misery 
So sick and so tired of waiting for this 
The days are so long, 
They're anything but minutes 
Now I long for, now I wish, 
Ignorance in bliss... 

Yes, I'll sit and I will wait all night... 
For any day now (come on) 
Any day now... 

I will sit and I will wait, all day and all night 
Even if it takes all of my precious time 
Yes, I'll sit and I will wait 
All day and all night long now 
Even if it's just for that one last goodbye... 

And so I'll sit 
And I will wait 
For that very day 
When your ghost 
Finally fades, all away 
And so I'll sit 
And I will wait 
For that very moment 
When your face 
Finally fades, all away 

Any second now 
Any minute now 
Any hour now 
Any day now...

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